Four-eighteen AM. This past week has been rather uneventful, but pleasant. Been very....calm. Figured that to be happy in life you'd just have to be happy to begin with...and that's it.. no gold medals, no pat on the back. Just watched bits and pieces of friends season 10 and it sure brought back a lot of good aniston memories. But that's the thing. The thing about Jennifer Aniston is that when you look at a picture of her or whatever,you go like yeah I like her, she's hot, yadda yadda but it never gives you the jennifer experience. It's only on friends that you literally melt when you watch her. I get the sensation of chocolate melting in warm light...(okay Ian that's the new title for the third feature film after talking table--melting chocolat in warm light)...and it's always chocolate..I have no idea why. Well the other thing this week that happened was there's this direction I have had. There was always things I had to do. And by doing them it felt like I did something. I know you're probably going like yeah, and so? but it felt like I was doing anything but that anything had a purpose and a direction.Interestingly so. Anyway, will write again when I'm more awake and in need of exposing my mind to the internet. Mind flashing. Think about it.