A Big Red Moon
Haven't seen the moon this red, or this big in ages. It's 5am. It's weird granted it's a Thursday morning, but then again it's a public holiday and besides; I've done this all before. But not really. Today I'm sat here, with AC/DC's "Highway To Hell" playing in the background right after a bath and reading a Clarkson article. College work is piling up like those massive piles you see in american scrapyards in...well... american movies. But here's the catch; I've been sleeping like a baby. Besides there being a serious moral issue of not being utterly troubled by the whole thing, and the fact that I seriously need to be in Melbourne to "live" some sort of "life", I am in a state of perpetual calmness. Have I finally attained peace with my inner demons? Have I finally achieved what is known as "zen"? I would like to think so. But. The occasional fiasco about not being able to attain certain girls/cars/lifestyle give away something. It would seem that I am not only uncalm on the inside, but not very calm on the outside. And this in turn questions the state of mind. Am I a troubled individual? Am I in trouble? "Am I ever going to get myself out of this?" is a question that pops to mind. And when I say "out of this", I mean out of this emotional state, though if I found a way to achieve that financial state it wouldn't hurt. But that's not the point. A long and winding road has taken me from being a clueless young boy to well... still a clueless boy...though not that young. I still have no idea what my personality is or who I really am, I don't know how I got myself in this, and what troubles me most is that I'm starting not to really care. On to this week's news...

One Man's Island
I am yet again parading on my island as a sanctuary of sorts. Fuelled by the recent O.C. episodes and a bit of xbox gaming, the room I'd like to call my island is becoming a bit more unescapable. Which is great when you want to cancel your membership to the club known as the "social life". You can see where this is going...

Rock Hiatus Cancelled
As the past few months has been a turn away from anything with electric guitars in it due to some soul searching trip, it seems that I've forgotten the purpose of it altogether and since there wasn't any good reason to keep away really, rock is back. And it feels just about right.

When it's 5:41am...
you go to sleep. Which is what I'm going to do. Till next time.

"If every man had an island, there'd be a hell lot of islands."