This is it y'all
3:38AM. I've finally decided. It's at the crossroads again. Earlier than usual, but there again. Today marks the start of commitment, patience and discipline. I know it sounds like bullshit but really, gotta stop smoking, go for classes and resume the workout routine. It's been a week of lay-offs and it sucks. The world seems to be revolving yet breaking down as usual. Ever since the independence day blog, not much has changed, except the hard truth; the realisation that all this lies in my hands, and it is me that's stopping everything from happening. This "issue" cannot be resolved because the integral part that would make it work is not , in short; working. That would be me. 22 years it takes me to realize this fully. Typical. Been focusing on the wrong things. Been following my emotions rather than my heart. Been too engrossed in material things that are immaterial. This is it. See y'all next time.

""you never know where you're going, till you know where you been."-Will Smith